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Time & Perspective Quote by Patty Duke

"I have two books that were published quite some time ago. I start to read about three sentences. I have to close it. I am so self-conscious. Who did I think I was?"

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Celebrity memoir has a dirty little afterlife: once the press cycle ends, it sits there like a fossilized version of your confidence. Patty Duke nails that hangover in a handful of blunt beats. She can only make it three sentences before the trapdoor opens: self-consciousness, embarrassment, the sudden sensation of having trespassed against her own humility. The killer line is the last one, a self-interrogation that’s half joke, half ache: "Who did I think I was?" It’s not really a question about authorship. It’s a question about permission.

Duke’s context matters. She wasn’t just any actress; she was a child star turned emblem of precocious talent, later candid about mental health and the pressures of fame. Books, especially in the era when celebrity narratives were sold as moral arc and marketable trauma, can feel like monuments erected too early. Reading your younger self is like meeting someone who has your face but none of your current caution. The "close it" is a reflexive self-editing move: a person who has spent a life being watched still trying to manage the gaze, even when it’s her own.

The subtext is both vulnerability and critique. Duke isn’t rejecting her story; she’s wincing at the certainty required to put it on paper. Fame teaches you to perform confidence. Aging teaches you how provisional all that confidence was. This is the quiet comedy of retrospection: the older self can’t believe the younger self ever dared to speak so loudly.

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Duke, Patty. (2026, January 16). I have two books that were published quite some time ago. I start to read about three sentences. I have to close it. I am so self-conscious. Who did I think I was? FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-two-books-that-were-published-quite-some-100531/

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Duke, Patty. "I have two books that were published quite some time ago. I start to read about three sentences. I have to close it. I am so self-conscious. Who did I think I was?" FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-two-books-that-were-published-quite-some-100531/.

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"I have two books that were published quite some time ago. I start to read about three sentences. I have to close it. I am so self-conscious. Who did I think I was?" FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-have-two-books-that-were-published-quite-some-100531/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

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Patty Duke (born December 14, 1946) is a Actress from USA.

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