"I just can't believe all the things I did that decade"
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A journalist’s throwaway line becomes a sly self-indictment the moment it’s framed as disbelief. “I just can’t believe” isn’t only amazement; it’s selective amnesia with a wink. Dick Schaap, who made a career chronicling other people’s mythmaking, flips the lens on himself and admits what every seasoned reporter learns: the story you tell later is never the raw footage. It’s edited for survival.
The phrasing does a lot of work. “All the things” is intentionally non-specific, a catalog kept off the record. It invites the reader to fill in the blanks with something juicier than “worked hard.” “That decade” is even sharper: a decade is long enough to be a life, short enough to be a binge. He’s not confessing to a single scandal; he’s gesturing at an era when momentum outran judgment, when choices were made at speed and only understood in retrospect.
Context matters with Schaap. He moved through the high-gloss machinery of mid-to-late 20th-century American celebrity, sports, and media, places where access is currency and the line between observer and participant gets thin. The subtext is the occupational hazard of proximity: you start narrating the spectacle and then, quietly, living inside it.
The intent, then, isn’t repentance so much as a practiced, rueful punchline. It’s an acknowledgment that memory is a newsroom too: deadlines distort, highlights replace nuance, and the person you were becomes a source you’re no longer sure you can fully trust.
The phrasing does a lot of work. “All the things” is intentionally non-specific, a catalog kept off the record. It invites the reader to fill in the blanks with something juicier than “worked hard.” “That decade” is even sharper: a decade is long enough to be a life, short enough to be a binge. He’s not confessing to a single scandal; he’s gesturing at an era when momentum outran judgment, when choices were made at speed and only understood in retrospect.
Context matters with Schaap. He moved through the high-gloss machinery of mid-to-late 20th-century American celebrity, sports, and media, places where access is currency and the line between observer and participant gets thin. The subtext is the occupational hazard of proximity: you start narrating the spectacle and then, quietly, living inside it.
The intent, then, isn’t repentance so much as a practiced, rueful punchline. It’s an acknowledgment that memory is a newsroom too: deadlines distort, highlights replace nuance, and the person you were becomes a source you’re no longer sure you can fully trust.
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| Topic | Nostalgia |
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