"I knew the exuberance of playing before an admiring audience and hearing my secret voice"
About this Quote
As a director, Kazan spent his career engineering conditions where other people’s secrets could surface on cue. The quote hints at an origin story for that impulse. Acting (or performing, broadly) becomes a sanctioned zone for saying what ordinary life forces underground: desire, rage, tenderness, ambition. The “secret voice” isn’t necessarily hidden because it’s rare; it’s hidden because it’s risky. Art turns risk into craft.
The subtext also brushes against Kazan’s famously complicated public legacy. A man who testified before HUAC and helped blacklist colleagues knew what it meant to trade privacy for approval, to seek legitimacy from institutions that demand confession. Read with that history in mind, the “admiring audience” starts to feel double-edged: admiration can be a warm bath, but it can also be a tribunal. The sentence captures the seductive bargain at the heart of show business - and, more quietly, the cost of mistaking the crowd’s gaze for your own inner permission.
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| Topic | Art |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Kazan, Elia. (2026, January 17). I knew the exuberance of playing before an admiring audience and hearing my secret voice. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-knew-the-exuberance-of-playing-before-an-58052/
Chicago Style
Kazan, Elia. "I knew the exuberance of playing before an admiring audience and hearing my secret voice." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-knew-the-exuberance-of-playing-before-an-58052/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I knew the exuberance of playing before an admiring audience and hearing my secret voice." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-knew-the-exuberance-of-playing-before-an-58052/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.




