"I know well what I am fleeing from but not what I am in search of"
About this Quote
The line works because it’s anti-heroic. In an era when philosophers and theologians sold systems that promised order, he offers motion without a map. The subtext is epistemic humility: the self isn’t a stable object you can chart in advance. You learn what you want the way you learn who you are - through trying, failing, revising. “Essais” is literally an attempt, and the quote feels like a mission statement for the essay form: exploratory, provisional, allergic to final answers.
Context matters. Montaigne writes in the shadow of the French Wars of Religion, when certainty wasn’t just intellectual; it was lethal. Knowing what you’re fleeing from can be a survival skill. Not knowing what you seek is also a refusal to replace one tyranny with another, one doctrine with a shinier doctrine. He sketches a politics of private life: step back from collective frenzy, make room for thought, and accept that the most honest version of a life may be a series of exits before it becomes an arrival.
Quote Details
| Topic | Wisdom |
|---|---|
| Source | Verified source: Essais (Michel de Montaigne, 1580)
Evidence: Ie respons ordinairement, à ceux qui me demandent raison de mes voyages: Que ie sçay bien ce que ie fuis, mais non pas ce que ie cherche. (Livre III, chapitre 9 (« De la vanité »)). The widely-circulated English line “I know well what I am fleeing from but not what I am in search of” is a modern paraphrase/translation of Montaigne’s French sentence in the Essais. In the Project Gutenberg transcription of the French text (Michaud edition; includes the original spelling in-line), the sentence appears in Livre III, chapitre 9 (“De la vanité”). The Essais were first published in 1580 (Books I–II); Book III was added in the 1588 edition, so the *earliest* publication of this specific Book III passage is 1588 (not 1580). The Gutenberg page shows the original-spelling sentence at around line 7974–7976 of the HTML text (search within the page for “raison de mes voyages” or “ie sçay bien ce que ie fuis”). Other candidates (1) Quote Junkie: Philosophy Edition (Hagopian Institute, 2008)95.0% ... Michel de Montaigne I have never seen a greater monster or miracle in the world than myself . Michel de Montaigne... |
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