"I lay in the bed at the hospital and said, 'let's see what I have left.' And I could see, I could speak, I could think, I could read. I simply tabulated my blessings, and that gave me a start"
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Her genius move is grammatical as much as emotional. The repeated “I could” turns recovery into a checklist, not a miracle. Sight, speech, thought, reading: basic faculties, easily taken for granted until they’re under threat. By naming them one by one, she converts panic into specificity, and specificity into agency. “Tabulated” is the key word. It’s not prayerful, it’s clerical. She’s doing emotional bookkeeping, implying that gratitude isn’t just a feeling; it’s a tool you can deploy when your life becomes unrecognizable.
Context sharpens the intent. Evans was a public figure trained in optimism, a mid-century star whose persona leaned wholesome, resilient, forward-looking. Hospitalization strips away the performance, yet she keeps the discipline: start with what remains, then build. The subtext is about control in the face of bodily betrayal. You may not choose the crisis, but you can choose the first workable thought afterward. “That gave me a start” undersells the turnaround on purpose. A start is small, repeatable, and realistic - which is why it’s believable.
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| Topic | Gratitude |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Evans, Dale. (2026, January 15). I lay in the bed at the hospital and said, 'let's see what I have left.' And I could see, I could speak, I could think, I could read. I simply tabulated my blessings, and that gave me a start. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-lay-in-the-bed-at-the-hospital-and-said-lets-140460/
Chicago Style
Evans, Dale. "I lay in the bed at the hospital and said, 'let's see what I have left.' And I could see, I could speak, I could think, I could read. I simply tabulated my blessings, and that gave me a start." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-lay-in-the-bed-at-the-hospital-and-said-lets-140460/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I lay in the bed at the hospital and said, 'let's see what I have left.' And I could see, I could speak, I could think, I could read. I simply tabulated my blessings, and that gave me a start." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-lay-in-the-bed-at-the-hospital-and-said-lets-140460/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.





