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Art & Creativity Quote by James Ellroy

"I like to be alone so I can write. But focus can hurt you. I don't want to be some stress casualty in early middle age"

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Solitude is Ellroy's oxygen, and he admits it with the blunt, streetwise candor that runs through his fiction. "I like to be alone so I can write" isn’t a precious writerly pose; it’s a working method, closer to a boxer’s training camp than an artist’s salon. Writing, for him, is labor that demands isolation: the self narrowed into a tool, the world shut out so the sentences can hit harder.

Then he swivels and undercuts the romance of that discipline. "But focus can hurt you" is the tell. It names the hidden cost of the writer-myth: intensity as virtue, burnout as a badge. Ellroy’s subtext is bodily and pragmatic. He’s not talking about vague "mental health" in the abstract; he’s talking about pressure accumulating in the nervous system, about the way obsession can calcify into a lifestyle that looks productive right up until it breaks you.

"I don't want to be some stress casualty in early middle age" lands like an anti-eulogy, a refusal to become a cautionary anecdote. Ellroy came up in a culture that lionizes the tortured genius and treats self-destruction as collateral damage for serious work. He’s pushing back on that bargain. The intent is almost managerial: protect the instrument, because the instrument is you. In context, it reads as a veteran’s warning from inside the machine - the noir chronicler recognizing that the darkest material isn’t just on the page. It can leak into the life that produces it.

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Ellroy, James. (2026, January 17). I like to be alone so I can write. But focus can hurt you. I don't want to be some stress casualty in early middle age. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-like-to-be-alone-so-i-can-write-but-focus-can-79483/

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Ellroy, James. "I like to be alone so I can write. But focus can hurt you. I don't want to be some stress casualty in early middle age." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-like-to-be-alone-so-i-can-write-but-focus-can-79483/.

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"I like to be alone so I can write. But focus can hurt you. I don't want to be some stress casualty in early middle age." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-like-to-be-alone-so-i-can-write-but-focus-can-79483/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

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James Ellroy (born March 4, 1948) is a Writer from USA.

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