"I lost my father, was I 10 years old, and I always looked for a father. I missed my father very much"
About this Quote
“I always looked for a father” is the key. It’s not only about loss; it’s about pattern-making. When a parent dies that early, the world turns into a casting call for replacements - mentors, bosses, older friends, even lovers of authority. Quinn, an actor famous for embodying formidable men, is also hinting at how performance can become self-therapy: if you can’t be someone’s son anymore, you can become the father figure on screen, or chase approval from directors and institutions that resemble one.
The repetition of “father” and “missed” is almost childlike, which is its own subtext: part of him stayed ten years old, stuck at the moment the story broke. Coming from a mid-century Hollywood star - a working-class immigrant kid who clawed into an industry built on reinvention - it lands as a small act of refusal. He won’t mythologize the pain into a motivational legend. He just tells you the ache never stopped.
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| Topic | Father |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Quinn, Anthony. (2026, February 18). I lost my father, was I 10 years old, and I always looked for a father. I missed my father very much. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-lost-my-father-was-i-10-years-old-and-i-always-62866/
Chicago Style
Quinn, Anthony. "I lost my father, was I 10 years old, and I always looked for a father. I missed my father very much." FixQuotes. February 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-lost-my-father-was-i-10-years-old-and-i-always-62866/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I lost my father, was I 10 years old, and I always looked for a father. I missed my father very much." FixQuotes, 18 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-lost-my-father-was-i-10-years-old-and-i-always-62866/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.






