"I made my way on to a grey list, a black list even. That's something I'm very proud of, actually"
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The subtext is a quiet flex of integrity: if you were talented and even mildly independent-minded, the machinery could decide you were dangerous. Saying he’s “very proud” is Bernstein reclaiming agency from an apparatus designed to make people recant, name names, or disappear. It’s also a musician’s kind of defiance: composers trade in mood and subtext for a living, and he’s refusing to let the official story - that blacklisting was a necessary cleansing - be the last word on his biography.
Contextually, Bernstein did get ensnared by HUAC-era suspicion early in his career, then went on to score major films. The line reads like a survivor’s punchline: history tried to brand him, and he turned the brand into proof he didn’t bend.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bernstein, Elmer. (2026, January 17). I made my way on to a grey list, a black list even. That's something I'm very proud of, actually. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-made-my-way-on-to-a-grey-list-a-black-list-even-76929/
Chicago Style
Bernstein, Elmer. "I made my way on to a grey list, a black list even. That's something I'm very proud of, actually." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-made-my-way-on-to-a-grey-list-a-black-list-even-76929/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I made my way on to a grey list, a black list even. That's something I'm very proud of, actually." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-made-my-way-on-to-a-grey-list-a-black-list-even-76929/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.

