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Daily Inspiration Quote by Monica Lewinsky

"I mean, I felt terrible. And in the beginning, I mean, I was completely devastated. I mean, can you imagine the kind of guilt that you would feel, and the responsibility?"

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Guilt does a strange thing here: it becomes both confession and armor. Lewinsky’s repeated “I mean” isn’t verbal clutter so much as a stalling tactic you can hear. It mimics the experience of trying to speak while reliving a public trauma in real time, searching for language that won’t be turned into a headline. The hesitation reads as self-protection, but it also signals sincerity in a media environment trained to treat her as a punchline.

The emotional arc is tightly staged: “terrible” to “completely devastated” to the rhetorical “can you imagine.” That last move is the key. She isn’t begging for absolution; she’s demanding a basic act of empathy from an audience that spent years consuming her humiliation as entertainment. By shifting into second person, she forces the listener out of voyeur mode and into moral participation. It’s a subtle reversal of power: the person most stripped of agency in the scandal reclaims it by setting the terms of feeling.

Context does the heavy lifting. In the late 1990s, the Clinton-Lewinsky affair became a national spectacle where the young woman was cast as reckless temptation while institutional forces - the presidency, the press, partisan machinery - stayed comparatively abstract. “Responsibility” lands as a loaded word because it hints at asymmetry. She’s acknowledging agency without accepting the culture’s preferred narrative that all blame should pool at her feet. The line isn’t just regret; it’s a critique of how punishment gets assigned when sex, status, and shame collide.

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APA Style (7th ed.)
Lewinsky, Monica. (2026, January 17). I mean, I felt terrible. And in the beginning, I mean, I was completely devastated. I mean, can you imagine the kind of guilt that you would feel, and the responsibility? FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-mean-i-felt-terrible-and-in-the-beginning-i-76647/

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Lewinsky, Monica. "I mean, I felt terrible. And in the beginning, I mean, I was completely devastated. I mean, can you imagine the kind of guilt that you would feel, and the responsibility?" FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-mean-i-felt-terrible-and-in-the-beginning-i-76647/.

MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I mean, I felt terrible. And in the beginning, I mean, I was completely devastated. I mean, can you imagine the kind of guilt that you would feel, and the responsibility?" FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-mean-i-felt-terrible-and-in-the-beginning-i-76647/. Accessed 7 Feb. 2026.

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Monica Lewinsky (born July 23, 1973) is a Celebrity from USA.

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