"I might as well have pulled the trigger myself"
About this Quote
Coming from Joan Bennett, a Hollywood actress whose public life was punctured by scandal and male volatility, the line reads as a survival reflex turned inward. Bennett’s husband, producer Walter Wanger, notoriously shot her agent Jennings Lang in 1951, convinced there was an affair. In that cultural moment, the machinery of fame treated women as both ornament and evidence: if a man erupted, someone would inevitably ask what she “did” to provoke it. Bennett’s remark functions like a preemptive plea and a critique of that logic. She’s articulating how quickly public narratives make a woman the trigger even when she’s nowhere near the gun.
The intent is less confession than exposure. It dramatizes the psychological hostage-taking of jealousy and patriarchal storytelling: you don’t have to commit the violence to be made to feel implicated in it. As an actress, Bennett also understands the power of a clean line. It plays like noir dialogue because her life, briefly and cruelly, was forced to.
Quote Details
| Topic | Betrayal |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bennett, Joan. (2026, January 16). I might as well have pulled the trigger myself. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-might-as-well-have-pulled-the-trigger-myself-136918/
Chicago Style
Bennett, Joan. "I might as well have pulled the trigger myself." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-might-as-well-have-pulled-the-trigger-myself-136918/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I might as well have pulled the trigger myself." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-might-as-well-have-pulled-the-trigger-myself-136918/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




