"I need to be frightened of things. I hate it, but I must need it, because it's what I do"
About this Quote
Lawson's public persona often trades in lush comfort and sensuous reassurance, but her memoir-writing and interviews have long carried a darker undertow: grief, scrutiny, control, the pressure of being watched. Here, the subtext is that competence can be a coping mechanism and a performance. Fear is the metronome behind the calm exterior. She doesn't romanticize it; she resents it. But she also admits to a dependency that feels almost vocational, as if her identity and her nervous system signed the same contract.
The intent is disarmingly honest: to puncture the myth that confidence is the prerequisite for doing the work. For Lawson, fear isn't the opposite of pleasure; it's the shadow that makes indulgence feel earned, and the internal critic that keeps the standards high even when the public smile stays soft.
Quote Details
| Topic | Fear |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Lawson, Nigella. (2026, January 18). I need to be frightened of things. I hate it, but I must need it, because it's what I do. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-need-to-be-frightened-of-things-i-hate-it-but-i-17887/
Chicago Style
Lawson, Nigella. "I need to be frightened of things. I hate it, but I must need it, because it's what I do." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-need-to-be-frightened-of-things-i-hate-it-but-i-17887/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I need to be frightened of things. I hate it, but I must need it, because it's what I do." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-need-to-be-frightened-of-things-i-hate-it-but-i-17887/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.








