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"I no longer have the terrible nightmares that I used to have. Mao had just died in 1976, and China began to open up. For the first time scholarships to go to the West to study were awarded on academic merit"

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Nightmares don’t just fade; they get politically canceled. Jung Chang frames her personal relief as a barometer of national oxygen returning after Mao’s death, and the move is quietly devastating. She doesn’t narrate a revolution in the streets so much as a revolution in the nervous system: terror had been internalized so thoroughly that sleep itself became a casualty. When the nightmares stop, it’s not because the past has been processed, but because the present finally loosens its grip.

The context is the hinge-year mood of late 1970s China, when the Cultural Revolution’s punitive logic began to recede and “opening up” arrived not as sudden freedom but as a new set of permissions. Chang’s focus on scholarships is surgically chosen. It’s a mundane bureaucratic detail, yet it signals a seismic shift in what the state chooses to reward: not loyalty, not class background, not ideological posture, but academic merit. That one phrase, “for the first time,” carries the sting. It implies a generation of blocked futures, of talent treated as suspicious, of aspiration punished as arrogance.

There’s subtext in the calmness. Chang doesn’t celebrate; she testifies. The sentence structure is orderly, almost archival, mirroring the cautious realism of people who learned that exuberance could be dangerous. The quote’s intent is to show how regimes reorder the most intimate parts of life - and how a policy change, even a narrow one, can feel like the return of a self.

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APA Style (7th ed.)
Chang, Jung. (2026, January 16). I no longer have the terrible nightmares that I used to have. Mao had just died in 1976, and China began to open up. For the first time scholarships to go to the West to study were awarded on academic merit. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-no-longer-have-the-terrible-nightmares-that-i-114547/

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Chang, Jung. "I no longer have the terrible nightmares that I used to have. Mao had just died in 1976, and China began to open up. For the first time scholarships to go to the West to study were awarded on academic merit." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-no-longer-have-the-terrible-nightmares-that-i-114547/.

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"I no longer have the terrible nightmares that I used to have. Mao had just died in 1976, and China began to open up. For the first time scholarships to go to the West to study were awarded on academic merit." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-no-longer-have-the-terrible-nightmares-that-i-114547/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.

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Jung Chang (born March 25, 1952) is a Writer from United Kingdom.

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