"I play as I feel"
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“I play as I feel” is a compact manifesto that doubles as a defense strategy. Coming from Oscar Peterson - a pianist so technically fluent people sometimes treated him like a machine - it pushes back against the idea that virtuosity is sterile, that speed and polish are substitutes for soul. Peterson isn’t just claiming authenticity; he’s insisting that feeling is the organizing principle, not decoration sprinkled on top of craft.
The line also carries a subtle jazz-world provocation: feeling here isn’t raw confession, it’s disciplined emotion. In Peterson’s hands, “feel” includes swing, touch, time, and the micro-decisions that separate a recital from a conversation. It’s code for a kind of truth that can’t be footnoted: you can argue about chord substitutions, but you can’t litigate whether a phrase breathes.
Context matters. Peterson came up in an era when jazz musicians were evaluated through competing lenses - entertainment, artistry, racialized expectations, and the rising prestige of modernism. He was sometimes critiqued for being too accessible, too “pretty,” too eager to please. “I play as I feel” quietly refuses that tribunal. It makes the audience’s approval secondary to an internal barometer.
There’s also humility baked in. He doesn’t say “I play what I know” or “what I think.” He anchors his authority in the moment-to-moment emotional weather. That’s jazz logic: the self is not a brand; it’s an instrument, and tonight’s truth might not match yesterday’s.
The line also carries a subtle jazz-world provocation: feeling here isn’t raw confession, it’s disciplined emotion. In Peterson’s hands, “feel” includes swing, touch, time, and the micro-decisions that separate a recital from a conversation. It’s code for a kind of truth that can’t be footnoted: you can argue about chord substitutions, but you can’t litigate whether a phrase breathes.
Context matters. Peterson came up in an era when jazz musicians were evaluated through competing lenses - entertainment, artistry, racialized expectations, and the rising prestige of modernism. He was sometimes critiqued for being too accessible, too “pretty,” too eager to please. “I play as I feel” quietly refuses that tribunal. It makes the audience’s approval secondary to an internal barometer.
There’s also humility baked in. He doesn’t say “I play what I know” or “what I think.” He anchors his authority in the moment-to-moment emotional weather. That’s jazz logic: the self is not a brand; it’s an instrument, and tonight’s truth might not match yesterday’s.
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