"I probably won't be able to hear it until five years from now anyway. That's when I always hear my own music. It takes five years to sit down with it after not hearing it for a couple of years"
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The subtext is a refusal of the romantic myth that artists fully “know” what they’ve made the moment it’s finished. Vega’s work with Suicide thrived on abrasion, repetition, and provocation - music built to feel immediate and unsafe. Yet he’s saying the true listening comes later, when it stops being a weapon you’re holding and becomes an object you can examine. There’s a quiet acknowledgement, too, of how recording fixes something that, in the moment, felt like a moving target. Time turns the messy present into a document.
Context matters: Vega came up in a scene that was always being misheard - dismissed as noise, treated as a threat, later canonized as proto-everything (punk, industrial, synth-pop). His “five years” reads like a survival tactic against both failure and hype. If you can’t even hear your own music yet, you’re less tempted to chase immediate validation. You keep making the next thing, and let history do the listening.
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Vega, Alan. (2026, January 17). I probably won't be able to hear it until five years from now anyway. That's when I always hear my own music. It takes five years to sit down with it after not hearing it for a couple of years. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-probably-wont-be-able-to-hear-it-until-five-42348/
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Vega, Alan. "I probably won't be able to hear it until five years from now anyway. That's when I always hear my own music. It takes five years to sit down with it after not hearing it for a couple of years." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-probably-wont-be-able-to-hear-it-until-five-42348/.
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"I probably won't be able to hear it until five years from now anyway. That's when I always hear my own music. It takes five years to sit down with it after not hearing it for a couple of years." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-probably-wont-be-able-to-hear-it-until-five-42348/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




