"I put my heart and my soul into my work, and have lost my mind in the process"
About this Quote
The intent is double-edged. Part plea for recognition, part refusal to sanitize what creation demanded of him. Van Gogh’s subtext is that the work didn’t merely express his interior life; it consumed it. That inversion matters. We like to imagine the artist as someone who channels chaos into beauty and comes out intact. Van Gogh suggests the opposite: the channeling is the damage.
Context sharpens the line into something almost accusatory. He worked in near-poverty, under constant rejection, amid worsening mental illness; the culture that now sells his sunflowers on tote bags largely ignored him when his rent was due. Read against that history, “lost my mind” becomes a critique of how audiences metabolize suffering as aesthetic value. The phrase also resists the tidy narrative of “mad genius” as a brand. He isn’t glamorizing breakdown; he’s testifying to it.
What makes the quote endure is its grim clarity. It compresses the myth of artistic devotion into one sentence, then punctures the myth with a receipt. The beauty remains, but the bill is still outstanding.
Quote Details
| Topic | Work Ethic |
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| Source | Later attribution: Moonpies, Fireflies, Some Twisted Dreams, Some Truth, and... (James (Jim) Linn, 2023) modern compilationISBN: 9798888125052 · ID: YWDXEAAAQBAJ
Evidence:
... I put my heart and my soul into my work , and have lost my mind in the process . ” -Vincent Van Gogh ( It is said there is a fine line between genius and insanity , and what one needs is balance ; some love , companionship , acceptance ... |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Gogh, Vincent Van. (2026, February 8). I put my heart and my soul into my work, and have lost my mind in the process. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-put-my-heart-and-my-soul-into-my-work-and-have-15007/
Chicago Style
Gogh, Vincent Van. "I put my heart and my soul into my work, and have lost my mind in the process." FixQuotes. February 8, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-put-my-heart-and-my-soul-into-my-work-and-have-15007/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I put my heart and my soul into my work, and have lost my mind in the process." FixQuotes, 8 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-put-my-heart-and-my-soul-into-my-work-and-have-15007/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.








