"I really wanted there to be something in my life that I enjoy just for the beauty of it"
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The intent is almost disarmingly simple: to carve out a private space untouched by ambition, productivity, or the instrumental thinking that dominates modern life. Caro writes about how people bend institutions to their will; here he’s talking about the opposite urge, the desire to be bent - to let beauty act on you without having to convert it into an outcome. It’s also a subtle critique of the achievement culture that flattens experience into utility. The phrasing "there to be something in my life" suggests scarcity, as if beauty has to be smuggled into a schedule already overrun by obligation.
The subtext is that even devotion can become its own kind of tyranny. Caro’s discipline is legendary; this sentence reveals the cost: when your identity is built around seriousness, pleasure starts to look suspicious, like a distraction you have to justify. He refuses the justification. That’s why the line works: it’s not a manifesto, it’s a need, stated plainly - a writer of power admitting he craves the one thing power can’t supply.
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Caro, Robert. (2026, January 17). I really wanted there to be something in my life that I enjoy just for the beauty of it. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-really-wanted-there-to-be-something-in-my-life-58156/
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Caro, Robert. "I really wanted there to be something in my life that I enjoy just for the beauty of it." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-really-wanted-there-to-be-something-in-my-life-58156/.
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"I really wanted there to be something in my life that I enjoy just for the beauty of it." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-really-wanted-there-to-be-something-in-my-life-58156/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




