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Life & Wisdom Quote by Charles Bukowski

"I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love"

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Bukowski’s line hits like a hangover you can’t sleep off: not grief as a grand tragedy, but grief as a stain. “Awakening” promises clarity, the reset button of morning, yet what greets him isn’t clean light but a world “smeared” over. That verb does the heavy lifting. It suggests carelessness, damage, something rubbed in by accident and now impossible to fully wipe away. Bukowski’s intent isn’t to memorialize love; it’s to show how memory vandalizes the everyday.

The “color of forgotten love” is slyly contradictory. Forgotten, yet still tinting everything. That’s the subtext: you don’t have to actively remember to be ruled by what you’ve lost. Old affection becomes an atmospheric filter, a cheap gel over the lens. It’s not romantic nostalgia; it’s emotional residue, the kind that shows up when you think you’re “fine” and then a morning proves you wrong.

Context matters because Bukowski’s persona runs on deflation. He’s suspicious of polished sentiment, so he makes love tactile and ugly: not roses, but smears. The lyricism is almost a trap; he offers one lush image, then undercuts it with the implication of neglect and exhaustion. This is post-love as lived experience, not poetry-poster wisdom: the day begins, the room is the same, but the self has been quietly repainted by something it claims to have moved past.

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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bukowski, Charles. (2026, February 10). I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-remember-awakening-one-morning-and-finding-185176/

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Bukowski, Charles. "I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love." FixQuotes. February 10, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-remember-awakening-one-morning-and-finding-185176/.

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"I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love." FixQuotes, 10 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-remember-awakening-one-morning-and-finding-185176/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

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Charles Bukowski

Charles Bukowski (August 16, 1920 - March 9, 1994) was a Poet from USA.

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