"I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love"
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The “color of forgotten love” is slyly contradictory. Forgotten, yet still tinting everything. That’s the subtext: you don’t have to actively remember to be ruled by what you’ve lost. Old affection becomes an atmospheric filter, a cheap gel over the lens. It’s not romantic nostalgia; it’s emotional residue, the kind that shows up when you think you’re “fine” and then a morning proves you wrong.
Context matters because Bukowski’s persona runs on deflation. He’s suspicious of polished sentiment, so he makes love tactile and ugly: not roses, but smears. The lyricism is almost a trap; he offers one lush image, then undercuts it with the implication of neglect and exhaustion. This is post-love as lived experience, not poetry-poster wisdom: the day begins, the room is the same, but the self has been quietly repainted by something it claims to have moved past.
Quote Details
| Topic | Heartbreak |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bukowski, Charles. (2026, February 10). I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-remember-awakening-one-morning-and-finding-185176/
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Bukowski, Charles. "I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love." FixQuotes. February 10, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-remember-awakening-one-morning-and-finding-185176/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love." FixQuotes, 10 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-remember-awakening-one-morning-and-finding-185176/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.











