"I saw him... at peace in my armchair. I remember wishing he could stay in peace like that forever. I had a feeling of easing his burden with my strength"
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“I remember wishing he could stay in peace like that forever” carries a narcotic romanticism, but it’s also a control fantasy. Forever is not grief talking; it’s possession. Peace becomes a euphemism for stillness, for the end of another person’s autonomy. The armchair matters because it’s a prop of ordinary life, a set piece of middle-class respectability. By placing the body there, he’s not only arranging the scene, he’s rewriting the moral script: the home as sanctuary, the killer as caretaker.
The line that gives away the engine is “easing his burden with my strength.” It’s a self-appointment as savior, the oldest alibi for cruelty. Strength isn’t offered; it’s imposed. The subtext is an appeal for understanding, even admiration: look how merciful I was, look how calm he looked, look how heavy it all felt for me. In the broader context of Nilsen’s crimes - loneliness, commodified intimacy, bodies treated as companions - the quote functions as narrative camouflage. It’s a confession shaped like a lullaby, designed to make the listener hesitate between revulsion and recognition, and that hesitation is part of the manipulation.
Quote Details
| Topic | Mortality |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Nilsen, Dennis. (2026, January 16). I saw him... at peace in my armchair. I remember wishing he could stay in peace like that forever. I had a feeling of easing his burden with my strength. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-saw-him-at-peace-in-my-armchair-i-remember-119741/
Chicago Style
Nilsen, Dennis. "I saw him... at peace in my armchair. I remember wishing he could stay in peace like that forever. I had a feeling of easing his burden with my strength." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-saw-him-at-peace-in-my-armchair-i-remember-119741/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I saw him... at peace in my armchair. I remember wishing he could stay in peace like that forever. I had a feeling of easing his burden with my strength." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-saw-him-at-peace-in-my-armchair-i-remember-119741/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.





