"I see so much more than I used to see. The effect has been to depress and sadden and hurt me terribly"
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The subtext is a rebuke to the romantic frontier ethos his name evokes. Grey’s popular Westerns helped mythologize the open range as a space where character is simplified and moral lines are clean. This private-sounding admission suggests the opposite: the longer you look, the messier the human landscape gets, and the less you can pretend it’s all heroism and horizons. “See” here isn’t just eyesight; it’s comprehension - of motives, of decay, of the gap between stories people tell and the lives they actually live.
Context matters: Grey wrote through the upheavals of industrialization, World War I, and the tightening of the frontier into property and policy. For an author whose brand was escape, the quote reads like a confession that escape has limits. The world, once legible as adventure, has become legible as loss.
Quote Details
| Topic | Sadness |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Grey, Zane. (2026, January 16). I see so much more than I used to see. The effect has been to depress and sadden and hurt me terribly. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-see-so-much-more-than-i-used-to-see-the-effect-113299/
Chicago Style
Grey, Zane. "I see so much more than I used to see. The effect has been to depress and sadden and hurt me terribly." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-see-so-much-more-than-i-used-to-see-the-effect-113299/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I see so much more than I used to see. The effect has been to depress and sadden and hurt me terribly." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-see-so-much-more-than-i-used-to-see-the-effect-113299/. Accessed 18 Feb. 2026.





