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Faith & Spirit Quote by Aleister Crowley

"I slept with faith and found a corpse in my arms on awakening; I drank and danced all night with doubt and found her a virgin in the morning"

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Faith is supposed to be the soft place you land. Crowley makes it a crime scene. The first image is gothic on purpose: belief as a lover that goes cold overnight, intimacy turning instantly into rot. It’s not just shock for shock’s sake; it’s a sneer at the bargain faith offers - emotional certainty now, deferred proof later. Wake up, he implies, and the promised aliveness of creed is already dead weight, a body you’re expected to keep holding.

Then he flips the scandal. Doubt, the supposed corrupter, becomes the untouched virgin. Crowley stages skepticism as a night of indulgence - drinking, dancing, the full cabaret of sin - only to reveal that doubt remains unpossessed, unspent. The joke is sharp: you can exhaust yourself trying to conquer uncertainty, and it still refuses to be “used up” into a final answer. Doubt survives the orgy intact because it’s not a defect you cure; it’s the condition of honest perception.

The subtext is Crowley’s lifelong war with inherited Victorian pieties and the institutions that launder power through sanctity. He’s writing as a provocateur-mystic who hated being told that spiritual life must come packaged as obedience. So he weaponizes erotic metaphor to rewire the moral map: faith is not purity, it’s decay; doubt is not vice, it’s resilience. It works because it doesn’t argue politely. It seduces, then slaps - exactly the rhythm of an anti-sermon designed to make complacent belief feel, suddenly, embarrassing.

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Crowley, Aleister. (2026, January 17). I slept with faith and found a corpse in my arms on awakening; I drank and danced all night with doubt and found her a virgin in the morning. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-slept-with-faith-and-found-a-corpse-in-my-arms-38202/

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Crowley, Aleister. "I slept with faith and found a corpse in my arms on awakening; I drank and danced all night with doubt and found her a virgin in the morning." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-slept-with-faith-and-found-a-corpse-in-my-arms-38202/.

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"I slept with faith and found a corpse in my arms on awakening; I drank and danced all night with doubt and found her a virgin in the morning." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-slept-with-faith-and-found-a-corpse-in-my-arms-38202/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.

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Aleister Crowley (October 12, 1875 - December 1, 1947) was a Critic from England.

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