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Life & Wisdom Quote by Christopher Hitchens

"I sometimes wish I were suffering in a good cause, or risking my life for the good of others, instead of just being a gravely endangered patient"

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Hitchens can’t resist turning even his own vulnerability into an argument about dignity. The line bristles with a characteristic impatience: not merely at illness, but at the narrative illness forces on him. “Gravely endangered patient” is a role, a costume issued by circumstance, and he hears in it a kind of humiliation - passivity dressed up as identity. He’s admitting a guilty, prickly envy of the heroic frame: suffering that comes with moral clarity, with comrades, with a cause that can be named without embarrassment.

The intent isn’t self-pity; it’s self-interrogation. Hitchens spent a career insisting that convictions should withstand pressure, and cancer is pressure stripped of ideology. You can’t debate a tumor, can’t cross-examine a scan. So he measures his predicament against the kinds of danger he respects: risk chosen, risk that protects others, risk that converts fear into purpose. The subtext is a brutal secular honesty: random suffering doesn’t ennoble you, and being ill doesn’t automatically make you wise. It just happens to you.

Context matters. Late in life, while writing about his diagnosis, Hitchens also watched public discourse sentimentalize illness into “battles” and survivors into saints. He rejects that consoling theater. The dark wit lands because it’s both grandiose and mortifying: he wants, absurdly, to turn chemotherapy into a moral campaign, then catches himself doing it. The sentence stages that recoil in real time, and that self-awareness is the point.

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Hitchens, Christopher. (2026, January 15). I sometimes wish I were suffering in a good cause, or risking my life for the good of others, instead of just being a gravely endangered patient. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-sometimes-wish-i-were-suffering-in-a-good-cause-154725/

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Hitchens, Christopher. "I sometimes wish I were suffering in a good cause, or risking my life for the good of others, instead of just being a gravely endangered patient." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-sometimes-wish-i-were-suffering-in-a-good-cause-154725/.

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"I sometimes wish I were suffering in a good cause, or risking my life for the good of others, instead of just being a gravely endangered patient." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-sometimes-wish-i-were-suffering-in-a-good-cause-154725/. Accessed 7 Feb. 2026.

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Christopher Hitchens (April 13, 1949 - December 15, 2011) was a Author from USA.

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