"I sometimes wonder what would have happened if the first book had not sold... doesn't bear thinking about, but I suppose we'd have made it work somehow"
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The ellipsis matters. He trails off at “if the first book had not sold...” because the alternate timeline is too intimate to dramatize. Writers are trained to project confidence; Cornwell punctures that performance with a half-swallow of anxiety. “Doesn’t bear thinking about” is blunt, almost superstitious, like saying the word might summon the scenario. It also signals how close the abyss feels even after you’re safely on the other side of it.
Then comes the pivot: “but I suppose we’d have made it work somehow.” That “we” widens the frame from lone-genius narrative to household economics: partners, rent, day jobs, the unglamorous scaffolding that makes art possible. The “somehow” is both grit and resignation. He’s not romanticizing struggle; he’s acknowledging contingency, the human capacity to improvise, and the fact that survival usually precedes vocation. In a culture that loves inevitability, Cornwell offers a rarer truth: careers are often a collaboration between talent and timing, with humility as the only honest epilogue.
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Cornwell, Bernard. (2026, January 17). I sometimes wonder what would have happened if the first book had not sold... doesn't bear thinking about, but I suppose we'd have made it work somehow. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-sometimes-wonder-what-would-have-happened-if-37579/
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Cornwell, Bernard. "I sometimes wonder what would have happened if the first book had not sold... doesn't bear thinking about, but I suppose we'd have made it work somehow." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-sometimes-wonder-what-would-have-happened-if-37579/.
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"I sometimes wonder what would have happened if the first book had not sold... doesn't bear thinking about, but I suppose we'd have made it work somehow." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-sometimes-wonder-what-would-have-happened-if-37579/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




