"I store away my experiences and don't feel really happy until I've found a way to write about them"
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The intent is bluntly vocational: writing isn’t a garnish on living, it’s the mechanism that makes living legible. Deighton frames emotion as deferred gratification, a reward that arrives only when the raw material has been shaped into narrative. That’s the subtextual bargain: he trades immediacy for control. The world becomes usable once it can be arranged, given causality, turned into sentences that behave. It’s also a quietly defensive move. To convert experience into text is to domesticate it, to pin it down so it can’t pin you down.
Context matters. Deighton’s era is defined by information work: wartime memory, Cold War secrecy, bureaucratic archives, the sense that reality is something you can index. His phrasing echoes that culture of storage and retrieval. The line flatters craft while admitting its cost: the writer as someone always slightly absent from his own life, happiest not in the moment, but in the after-action report.
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Deighton, Len. (2026, January 15). I store away my experiences and don't feel really happy until I've found a way to write about them. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-store-away-my-experiences-and-dont-feel-really-166186/
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Deighton, Len. "I store away my experiences and don't feel really happy until I've found a way to write about them." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-store-away-my-experiences-and-dont-feel-really-166186/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I store away my experiences and don't feel really happy until I've found a way to write about them." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-store-away-my-experiences-and-dont-feel-really-166186/. Accessed 15 Feb. 2026.





