"I suppose that if I could have quit, I would have, because in those days I never wanted to be an actress, the acting was something to do while I waited for a chance to study writing and directing. But I guess I was just meant to be an actress. Because, here I am"
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The subtext is a quiet negotiation with agency. “If I could have quit, I would have” reads like resignation, but it also implies that quitting was never fully available - whether because acting paid, because it opened doors, or because it demanded a type of recognition that can be intoxicating even when you’re skeptical of it. Then she turns the screw: “meant to be.” It’s a phrase that sounds romantic, but in her mouth it’s pragmatic, almost rueful. Fate is less a mystical calling than an explanation you reach when the world keeps casting you and you keep saying yes.
Context sharpens the stakes. Holliday came up in mid-century Hollywood and Broadway, where women were routinely funneled into types and rarely invited behind the curtain. Her wistful nod toward writing and directing isn’t a hobby; it’s an alternate career path the system didn’t easily permit. “Because, here I am” is the punchline and the trap: acceptance, survival, and a wry awareness that talent can become a cage as easily as a crown.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Holliday, Judy. (2026, January 17). I suppose that if I could have quit, I would have, because in those days I never wanted to be an actress, the acting was something to do while I waited for a chance to study writing and directing. But I guess I was just meant to be an actress. Because, here I am. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-suppose-that-if-i-could-have-quit-i-would-have-69026/
Chicago Style
Holliday, Judy. "I suppose that if I could have quit, I would have, because in those days I never wanted to be an actress, the acting was something to do while I waited for a chance to study writing and directing. But I guess I was just meant to be an actress. Because, here I am." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-suppose-that-if-i-could-have-quit-i-would-have-69026/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I suppose that if I could have quit, I would have, because in those days I never wanted to be an actress, the acting was something to do while I waited for a chance to study writing and directing. But I guess I was just meant to be an actress. Because, here I am." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-suppose-that-if-i-could-have-quit-i-would-have-69026/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.


