"I suspect the psychological pressure associated with that crisis caused the first mental blackout I had ever suffered. It contributed to a deterioration in my health that later required the insertion of a heart pacemaker"
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The intent feels twofold: self-explanation and moral accounting. By naming “the first mental blackout I had ever suffered,” he frames the moment as a rupture in an otherwise controlled life. It’s not just illness; it’s the body refusing the performance of permanence. And by tying it to a later medical intervention, he widens the time horizon: crises don’t end when the headlines do. They lodge in the nervous system, accumulate interest, and eventually demand payment in metal and circuitry.
Subtextually, it’s also a defense of vulnerability without begging for sympathy. In many postcolonial political cultures, toughness is currency; admitting fragility risks being read as weakness or guilt. Mara’s phrasing dodges melodrama while still insisting on consequence. For a statesman often associated with stability and institution-building, the line hints at the private cost of public stewardship: governance as something you absorb, then carry, then implant. The pacemaker becomes an unromantic symbol of modern leadership - not heroic sacrifice, but chronic strain managed by technology.
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| Topic | Mental Health |
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Mara, Kamisese. (2026, January 15). I suspect the psychological pressure associated with that crisis caused the first mental blackout I had ever suffered. It contributed to a deterioration in my health that later required the insertion of a heart pacemaker. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-suspect-the-psychological-pressure-associated-152055/
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Mara, Kamisese. "I suspect the psychological pressure associated with that crisis caused the first mental blackout I had ever suffered. It contributed to a deterioration in my health that later required the insertion of a heart pacemaker." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-suspect-the-psychological-pressure-associated-152055/.
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"I suspect the psychological pressure associated with that crisis caused the first mental blackout I had ever suffered. It contributed to a deterioration in my health that later required the insertion of a heart pacemaker." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-suspect-the-psychological-pressure-associated-152055/. Accessed 25 Feb. 2026.



