"I think at that time I obviously wasn't aware of what I really needed. But conversely, my wanting to prove something to everyone was beneficial 'cause if I hadn't done it then, maybe I'd never have done it"
About this Quote
The subtext is about misrecognition. Allen isn't romanticizing pain or pretending ego is noble; he's admitting that the drive to "prove something to everyone" is often less about artistry than about fear, status, and the panic of being dismissed. Yet he also refuses the neat moral that you should only be motivated by pure, inward reasons. Sometimes the messy motive is the bridge to the better one. The phrase "beneficial 'cause" lands with musician plainspokenness: no manifesto, just the lived reality that momentum matters.
Context matters because Allen's career is inseparable from a narrative of resilience - a drummer forced to renegotiate identity, body, and credibility in public. Read through that lens, "maybe I'd never have done it" isn't hypothetical; it's an alternate timeline he can practically see. The quote works because it holds two truths at once: he needed something different than he knew, and the wrong reason still pushed him toward the right act.
Quote Details
| Topic | Perseverance |
|---|---|
| Source | Help us find the source |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Allen, Rick. (2026, January 16). I think at that time I obviously wasn't aware of what I really needed. But conversely, my wanting to prove something to everyone was beneficial 'cause if I hadn't done it then, maybe I'd never have done it. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-at-that-time-i-obviously-wasnt-aware-of-130614/
Chicago Style
Allen, Rick. "I think at that time I obviously wasn't aware of what I really needed. But conversely, my wanting to prove something to everyone was beneficial 'cause if I hadn't done it then, maybe I'd never have done it." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-at-that-time-i-obviously-wasnt-aware-of-130614/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I think at that time I obviously wasn't aware of what I really needed. But conversely, my wanting to prove something to everyone was beneficial 'cause if I hadn't done it then, maybe I'd never have done it." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-at-that-time-i-obviously-wasnt-aware-of-130614/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




