"I think I did have fantasies about being an actor. In fact, I know I did"
About this Quote
The subtext is about proximity to the spotlight. Shaffer made his name writing roles other people inhabited - men who crave recognition, control, transcendence. From Amadeus to Equus, his work is packed with characters who want to be seen so badly it turns feral. This quote suggests that urge wasn’t only observational; it was biographical. He wanted the embodied authority of performance, then chose the more invisible power of authorship: creating the conditions under which others shine, suffer, and confess.
Context matters, too. In mid-century British theater, acting could look like glamour while playwriting looked like seriousness, a hierarchy of legitimacy. Shaffer’s sentence quietly punctures that divide. The fantasy of acting is framed as both ordinary and undeniable - a private ambition he can finally own without apology. It’s a neat, two-step reveal: the artist as someone who writes because he once wanted to step onstage, and learned to stage himself in language instead.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Shaffer, Peter. (2026, January 16). I think I did have fantasies about being an actor. In fact, I know I did. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-i-did-have-fantasies-about-being-an-actor-105617/
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Shaffer, Peter. "I think I did have fantasies about being an actor. In fact, I know I did." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-i-did-have-fantasies-about-being-an-actor-105617/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I think I did have fantasies about being an actor. In fact, I know I did." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-i-did-have-fantasies-about-being-an-actor-105617/. Accessed 16 Feb. 2026.


