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"I think it hurt my performance because I stopped being me. That won't ever happen again"

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A lawyer admitting he "stopped being me" is a rare kind of courtroom candor: not about evidence, but about identity under pressure. Christopher Darden is talking like someone who learned, in public, that performance and authenticity are inseparable currencies in high-stakes law. The line carries the bruised humility of a professional who knows the record will outlive the moment, but still wants to reclaim authorship of his own narrative.

The context matters: Darden became a national character during the O.J. Simpson trial, where the prosecution was not just arguing facts but competing inside a media spectacle and a racialized cultural war. When he says it "hurt my performance", he's acknowledging that the courtroom became a stage with too many audiences: the jury, the cameras, colleagues, critics. "Stopped being me" is subtext for overcorrecting - trying to satisfy institutional expectations, public opinion, or an imagined version of what a prosecutor should look like under extraordinary scrutiny.

"That won't ever happen again" reads less like a motivational poster and more like a boundary-setting oath. It's a pivot from defensiveness to self-possession: he can't redo the trial, but he can refuse the same psychic bargain next time. The sentence is tight because it dodges specifics; the emptiness is the point. In a case where every detail was litigated, Darden chooses the one thing only he can control going forward: the integrity of his own voice.

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APA Style (7th ed.)
Darden, Christopher. (2026, January 17). I think it hurt my performance because I stopped being me. That won't ever happen again. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-it-hurt-my-performance-because-i-stopped-46340/

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Darden, Christopher. "I think it hurt my performance because I stopped being me. That won't ever happen again." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-it-hurt-my-performance-because-i-stopped-46340/.

MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I think it hurt my performance because I stopped being me. That won't ever happen again." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-it-hurt-my-performance-because-i-stopped-46340/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.

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Christopher Darden (born April 7, 1956) is a Lawyer from USA.

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