"I think the biggest difficulty is that when I'm here in America, there's a necessity of using English, so I really have a great sense of really wanting to learn, but unfortunately when I head back to Japan, the necessity vanishes and so does my enthusiasm about learning"
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The subtext is less about English than about identity management. In the U.S., she’s positioned as the outsider who must translate herself to be legible - socially, professionally, culturally. That creates a “great sense” of wanting to learn: not curiosity, but survival mixed with ambition. Returning home flips the script. She regains linguistic dominance, and with it the freedom to stop performing comprehension for others. Enthusiasm “vanishes” because the audience vanishes.
There’s also a quietly sharp comment here on global asymmetry. Japanese speakers can live a full life in Japan without English; Americans can often do the same abroad, because English travels with power. Kuriyama’s dilemma isn’t personal failure so much as a structural rhythm of modern mobility: desire follows need, and need follows where the world decides the center is.
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Kuriyama, Chiaki. (2026, January 16). I think the biggest difficulty is that when I'm here in America, there's a necessity of using English, so I really have a great sense of really wanting to learn, but unfortunately when I head back to Japan, the necessity vanishes and so does my enthusiasm about learning. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-the-biggest-difficulty-is-that-when-im-99368/
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Kuriyama, Chiaki. "I think the biggest difficulty is that when I'm here in America, there's a necessity of using English, so I really have a great sense of really wanting to learn, but unfortunately when I head back to Japan, the necessity vanishes and so does my enthusiasm about learning." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-the-biggest-difficulty-is-that-when-im-99368/.
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"I think the biggest difficulty is that when I'm here in America, there's a necessity of using English, so I really have a great sense of really wanting to learn, but unfortunately when I head back to Japan, the necessity vanishes and so does my enthusiasm about learning." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-think-the-biggest-difficulty-is-that-when-im-99368/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.


