"I thought it was terrible. I don't know who to believe. Williams was very loyal and honest. Nobody could ever say different. Sometimes, that got him into a lot of trouble. But after he died and they cut his head off, that made me sick"
About this Quote
Gowdy, a broadcaster built for narrating rules and outcomes, is fumbling toward a truth his profession usually sands down: public life will demand a villain, and once it gets one, it won’t stop at metaphor. His defense of "Williams" (loyal, honest, sometimes in trouble for it) sounds like the way teammates describe the guy who wouldn’t play the media game. That’s the subtext: an honorable person can still be chewed up by institutions that reward compliance and punish friction.
The clincher is the decapitation line, which carries two contexts at once. Literally, it evokes the ancient and medieval logic of power: punishment as theater, the body turned into a warning. Figuratively, it’s what celebrity culture does when it "cancels" someone after death: dismembers their legacy, packages the remains into a cautionary tale, sells it back to the audience. Gowdy’s nausea isn’t just squeamishness; it’s a moral recoil at watching cruelty disguised as closure. The quote works because it shows a storyteller confronting the limits of storytelling itself.
Quote Details
| Topic | Honesty & Integrity |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Gowdy, Curt. (2026, January 16). I thought it was terrible. I don't know who to believe. Williams was very loyal and honest. Nobody could ever say different. Sometimes, that got him into a lot of trouble. But after he died and they cut his head off, that made me sick. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-thought-it-was-terrible-i-dont-know-who-to-111876/
Chicago Style
Gowdy, Curt. "I thought it was terrible. I don't know who to believe. Williams was very loyal and honest. Nobody could ever say different. Sometimes, that got him into a lot of trouble. But after he died and they cut his head off, that made me sick." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-thought-it-was-terrible-i-dont-know-who-to-111876/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I thought it was terrible. I don't know who to believe. Williams was very loyal and honest. Nobody could ever say different. Sometimes, that got him into a lot of trouble. But after he died and they cut his head off, that made me sick." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-thought-it-was-terrible-i-dont-know-who-to-111876/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.

