"I took a bottle of pills. I'd been in Europe and I had a lot of absinthe and I was just drinking and drinking, trying to, you know, just shut my body down"
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The line “trying to, you know” is the tell. That little verbal shrug signals both shame and distance, the way people talk when they can’t fully inhabit what happened without dissociating from it. Then he chooses a chilling phrase: “shut my body down.” Not “end it,” not “die,” but a kind of power-off button. The subtext is exhaustion more than melodrama: a desire for silence, for the world - and his own nervous system - to stop demanding performance.
Context does a lot of work here. Osbourne comes from a family brand built on spectacle, addiction, and public collapse turned into entertainment. Europe and absinthe evoke the tabloid-ready image of excess, but he uses that setting to puncture the fantasy. The intent feels less like sensational storytelling than reclaiming narrative from the headlines: naming the reality under the caricature. In a culture that treats celebrity pain as content, the specificity becomes its own resistance. It forces the listener to confront self-harm not as plot, but as logistics - stark, human, and terrifyingly ordinary.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Osbourne, Jack. (2026, January 18). I took a bottle of pills. I'd been in Europe and I had a lot of absinthe and I was just drinking and drinking, trying to, you know, just shut my body down. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-took-a-bottle-of-pills-id-been-in-europe-and-i-12044/
Chicago Style
Osbourne, Jack. "I took a bottle of pills. I'd been in Europe and I had a lot of absinthe and I was just drinking and drinking, trying to, you know, just shut my body down." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-took-a-bottle-of-pills-id-been-in-europe-and-i-12044/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I took a bottle of pills. I'd been in Europe and I had a lot of absinthe and I was just drinking and drinking, trying to, you know, just shut my body down." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-took-a-bottle-of-pills-id-been-in-europe-and-i-12044/. Accessed 10 Feb. 2026.
