"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am"
About this Quote
Then she snaps into that three-beat mantra: “I am. I am. I am.” It’s not self-affirmation in the Instagram sense; it’s closer to someone checking for a signal in the dark. The repetition performs what it claims. Each sentence is a small restart, a forced reboot of identity, as if being alive requires continual re-declaration. The periods matter: they turn breath into punctuation, existence into something counted and metered. Plath’s line breaks the self down to grammar and physiology, which is exactly the point - when meaning collapses, you cling to the minimum fact that remains.
In context, it carries the chill of Plath’s wider project: mapping consciousness under pressure, especially the way depression can turn “self” into an object to be verified rather than inhabited. The intent isn’t to reassure; it’s to stage endurance as a tense negotiation between mind and body, where the heart keeps insisting on presence even as the speaker listens like a skeptic.
Quote Details
| Topic | Life |
|---|---|
| Source | Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar (1963) — final sentence: "I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am." |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Plath, Sylvia. (2026, January 15). I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-took-a-deep-breath-and-listened-to-the-old-bray-153326/
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Plath, Sylvia. "I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-took-a-deep-breath-and-listened-to-the-old-bray-153326/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-took-a-deep-breath-and-listened-to-the-old-bray-153326/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.





