"I took all my wax studies and threw them in the fire... that's the way it is when something unpleasant happens to me. I take my hammer and I squash a figure"
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The line works because it collapses the boundary between art-making and self-regulation. Wax is intimate material: you warm it with your hands, you coax it into form, you live close to it. Destroying it reads like punishing a vulnerable extension of the self. The specificity of “my hammer” matters too. This is the sculptor’s instrument repurposed as a blunt emotional outlet, suggesting how creative discipline can tip into compulsion when life becomes unmanageable.
Context sharpens the stakes. Claudel’s career unfolded under the long shadow of Auguste Rodin, in a French art world eager to romanticize her genius while boxing her into musehood, scandal, and fragility. The quote doesn’t ask for pity; it dares you to see the cost of being relentlessly watched, judged, and compared. Destruction becomes a form of agency: if others can reduce her work to gossip or apprenticeship, she can still choose how and when it disappears. In that grim autonomy is both protest and tragedy.
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| Topic | Art |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Claudel, Camille. (2026, January 17). I took all my wax studies and threw them in the fire... that's the way it is when something unpleasant happens to me. I take my hammer and I squash a figure. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-took-all-my-wax-studies-and-threw-them-in-the-66032/
Chicago Style
Claudel, Camille. "I took all my wax studies and threw them in the fire... that's the way it is when something unpleasant happens to me. I take my hammer and I squash a figure." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-took-all-my-wax-studies-and-threw-them-in-the-66032/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I took all my wax studies and threw them in the fire... that's the way it is when something unpleasant happens to me. I take my hammer and I squash a figure." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-took-all-my-wax-studies-and-threw-them-in-the-66032/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




