"I used the diabetes as my weapon. Of course, I was only hurting myself and making myself sicker, but I guess it was something I had to go through. I never went overboard so much that I really hurt myself, but my early teenage years were very tough"
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Hill’s quick self-correction ("Of course, I was only hurting myself") reads like the voice of someone older looking back, refusing to romanticize self-destruction as rebellion. It’s an admission that the power she felt was borrowed power: it could make other people worry, respond, back off, but it came with interest, paid in blood sugar and long-term risk. That tension - momentary control versus cumulative harm - is the engine of the quote.
Her insistence that she "never went overboard" carries its own irony. Teens who are struggling rarely experience their own limits as clearly as they narrate them later; the line sounds like a coping myth that kept the behavior livable day to day. The final sentence lands without melodrama: "very tough" is understated, almost defensive, suggesting a person trained to minimize pain publicly. In the context of adolescent identity formation, chronic illness becomes not just a medical condition but a language - a way to communicate distress when you don’t yet have safer words.
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| Topic | Mental Health |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Hill, Dana. (2026, January 17). I used the diabetes as my weapon. Of course, I was only hurting myself and making myself sicker, but I guess it was something I had to go through. I never went overboard so much that I really hurt myself, but my early teenage years were very tough. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-used-the-diabetes-as-my-weapon-of-course-i-was-50017/
Chicago Style
Hill, Dana. "I used the diabetes as my weapon. Of course, I was only hurting myself and making myself sicker, but I guess it was something I had to go through. I never went overboard so much that I really hurt myself, but my early teenage years were very tough." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-used-the-diabetes-as-my-weapon-of-course-i-was-50017/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I used the diabetes as my weapon. Of course, I was only hurting myself and making myself sicker, but I guess it was something I had to go through. I never went overboard so much that I really hurt myself, but my early teenage years were very tough." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-used-the-diabetes-as-my-weapon-of-course-i-was-50017/. Accessed 4 Mar. 2026.

