"I used to lie between cool, clean sheets at night after I'd had a bath, after I had washed my hair and scrubbed my knuckles and finger-nails and teeth. Then I could lie quite still in the dark with my face to the window with the trees in it, and talk to God"
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Then she turns her face to the window. That small pivot matters. She doesn’t pray in a posture of obedience, eyes folded inward; she orients toward trees, toward something living and indifferent to celebrity and scandal. The dark becomes protective rather than frightening, a place where performance ends. “Talk to God” lands deliberately casual, conversational, not churchy. It implies a relationship built on candor, maybe bargaining, maybe confession, maybe just the relief of being heard without being judged.
Farmer’s biography shadows every word: a talented actress who collided with Hollywood’s machinery and paid for her noncompliance, later mythologized through stories of institutional abuse. Read against that backdrop, this isn’t quaint spirituality. It’s a snapshot of the one room where she could be clean, quiet, unacted-upon, and still herself. God, here, doubles as an imagined witness - a counter-audience that won’t twist her into a headline.
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Farmer, Frances. (2026, January 15). I used to lie between cool, clean sheets at night after I'd had a bath, after I had washed my hair and scrubbed my knuckles and finger-nails and teeth. Then I could lie quite still in the dark with my face to the window with the trees in it, and talk to God. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-used-to-lie-between-cool-clean-sheets-at-night-160194/
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Farmer, Frances. "I used to lie between cool, clean sheets at night after I'd had a bath, after I had washed my hair and scrubbed my knuckles and finger-nails and teeth. Then I could lie quite still in the dark with my face to the window with the trees in it, and talk to God." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-used-to-lie-between-cool-clean-sheets-at-night-160194/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I used to lie between cool, clean sheets at night after I'd had a bath, after I had washed my hair and scrubbed my knuckles and finger-nails and teeth. Then I could lie quite still in the dark with my face to the window with the trees in it, and talk to God." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-used-to-lie-between-cool-clean-sheets-at-night-160194/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.







