"I used to think I had ambition... but now I'm not so sure. It may have been only discontent. They're easily confused"
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The subtext is almost Puritan in its self-scrutiny. Discontent is not a sin here, but it’s not a virtue either. It’s a solvent: it can dissolve complacency, or it can dissolve gratitude, relationships, patience, craft. Field’s final sentence lands like an aside you can’t unhear: “They’re easily confused.” Not “often,” not “sometimes” - easily. That adverb indicts the culture around her as much as the speaker. In a society that prizes forward motion, dissatisfaction gets rebranded as drive; personal discomfort becomes proof of destiny. For a novelist writing in an era when women’s aspiration was both policed and sentimentalized, the distinction matters. Ambition implies agency and direction. Discontent is a mood that can masquerade as a mission.
Field’s intent isn’t to shame yearning; it’s to ask whether your striving is towards something, or just away.
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Field, Rachel. (2026, January 15). I used to think I had ambition... but now I'm not so sure. It may have been only discontent. They're easily confused. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-used-to-think-i-had-ambition-but-now-im-not-so-170230/
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Field, Rachel. "I used to think I had ambition... but now I'm not so sure. It may have been only discontent. They're easily confused." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-used-to-think-i-had-ambition-but-now-im-not-so-170230/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I used to think I had ambition... but now I'm not so sure. It may have been only discontent. They're easily confused." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-used-to-think-i-had-ambition-but-now-im-not-so-170230/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.





