"I want so much for my lover. At night when our beds are drawn close together I waken and see his dear yellow head on the pillow - sometimes his arm thrown over on my bed - and I kiss his hand, very softly so that it will not waken him"
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The subtext is that intimacy is partly structural. Two beds, pushed together, suggest a compromise: propriety, money, roommates, marriage arrangements, illness, a hotel room, any number of quiet reasons adults might not share a single bed even when they share a life. Powell lets that logistics-detail do cultural work. It points to a world where love is real but not entirely free, where closeness is engineered and therefore precarious.
“I want so much for my lover” is the tell: the wanting is not just sexual or romantic; it’s aspirational, almost managerial. Powell’s narrators often understand how desire slides into projection, how love can become a plan for another person. That’s why the moment lands on watching and restraint. She gives us a lover as an image in lamplight and a hand kissed like a secret. The intent is to make yearning feel both devotional and slightly anxious - a wish for union shadowed by the fear of waking the other, of asking for too much.
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| Topic | Romantic |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Powell, Dawn. (2026, January 17). I want so much for my lover. At night when our beds are drawn close together I waken and see his dear yellow head on the pillow - sometimes his arm thrown over on my bed - and I kiss his hand, very softly so that it will not waken him. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-want-so-much-for-my-lover-at-night-when-our-45965/
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Powell, Dawn. "I want so much for my lover. At night when our beds are drawn close together I waken and see his dear yellow head on the pillow - sometimes his arm thrown over on my bed - and I kiss his hand, very softly so that it will not waken him." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-want-so-much-for-my-lover-at-night-when-our-45965/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I want so much for my lover. At night when our beds are drawn close together I waken and see his dear yellow head on the pillow - sometimes his arm thrown over on my bed - and I kiss his hand, very softly so that it will not waken him." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-want-so-much-for-my-lover-at-night-when-our-45965/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.







