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Daily Inspiration Quote by Mikhail Baryshnikov

"I want to do exactly what I want to do. I'd rather gamble on the box office than beg for a grant"

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Baryshnikov’s line lands like a pirouette with a knife tucked in the boot: freedom, but paid for in public. Coming from a dancer who defected from the Soviet Union and rebuilt his life inside America’s cultural machinery, it’s not just bravado about money. It’s a worldview shaped by systems that claim to “support” artists while quietly owning them.

The intent is blunt self-determination. “Exactly what I want” isn’t a creative preference; it’s a refusal of permission culture. Grants, for all their benevolent branding, come with committees, applications, institutional taste, and the soft pressure to sound worthy. “Beg” is doing heavy work here, casting the artist as a supplicant performing gratitude instead of art. Baryshnikov flips the power dynamic: he’d rather face the market’s indifference than institutional condescension.

The subtext is also a wager on accountability. Box office risk means the audience is the patron, not a panel. That can be crass, even brutal, but it’s transparent: you either persuade people to show up or you don’t. He’s framing popularity not as selling out, but as a kind of honest contract: if you want autonomy, you accept exposure.

Context matters: dance is famously underfunded, and Baryshnikov is a rare artist with enough stature to choose. That privilege is part of the provocation. He’s daring the arts world to admit how often “support” doubles as control, and how often “integrity” is easier to preach when someone else signs the checks.

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Baryshnikov, Mikhail. (2026, January 16). I want to do exactly what I want to do. I'd rather gamble on the box office than beg for a grant. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-want-to-do-exactly-what-i-want-to-do-id-rather-88427/

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Baryshnikov, Mikhail. "I want to do exactly what I want to do. I'd rather gamble on the box office than beg for a grant." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-want-to-do-exactly-what-i-want-to-do-id-rather-88427/.

MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I want to do exactly what I want to do. I'd rather gamble on the box office than beg for a grant." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-want-to-do-exactly-what-i-want-to-do-id-rather-88427/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.

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Mikhail Baryshnikov (born January 27, 1948) is a Dancer from USA.

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