"I was a new devotee of Eastern mysticism and even though I did not join that particular group, I could well have done. They seemed a bit extreme but I regarded myself as not quite ready"
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The subtext is a balancing act between self-awareness and self-protection. "They seemed a bit extreme" functions less as moral judgment than as a socially legible exit ramp, a phrase you can say to reassure both yourself and your audience that you remained rational. Yet she immediately undercuts that distance: "I regarded myself as not quite ready". Not "they went too far", but "I haven't arrived yet". The extremity becomes a timeline problem, not a values problem. It's a subtle confession that the group wasn't alien; it was simply ahead.
Context matters. For a Western artist-intellectual cohort in the early 20th century, "Eastern mysticism" often signaled both genuine spiritual interest and fashionable revolt against Victorian certainties. Garden's phrasing captures that cultural crosscurrent: the allure of transcendence packaged as community, discipline, and purpose. The sentence is short, almost conversational, but it exposes a deeper truth about modern seeking: the boundary between exploring and belonging is thinner than we like to admit.
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Garden, Mary. (2026, January 15). I was a new devotee of Eastern mysticism and even though I did not join that particular group, I could well have done. They seemed a bit extreme but I regarded myself as not quite ready. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-a-new-devotee-of-eastern-mysticism-and-even-164243/
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Garden, Mary. "I was a new devotee of Eastern mysticism and even though I did not join that particular group, I could well have done. They seemed a bit extreme but I regarded myself as not quite ready." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-a-new-devotee-of-eastern-mysticism-and-even-164243/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was a new devotee of Eastern mysticism and even though I did not join that particular group, I could well have done. They seemed a bit extreme but I regarded myself as not quite ready." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-a-new-devotee-of-eastern-mysticism-and-even-164243/. Accessed 26 Feb. 2026.






