"I was desperate to go back to New York and when 9/11 happened, I feared moving to the bulls-eye and that was very hard because I have a lot of family there and I really had to question what I didn't like about this community"
About this Quote
The emotional engine is the conflict between loyalty and self-preservation. “I was desperate to go back” reads like a bodily need, not a lifestyle preference. Then comes the self-interrogation: “I really had to question what I didn’t like about this community.” She’s not only weighing risk; she’s questioning her own recoil, as if fear might expose prejudice, elitism, or a newfound distance from the very people she claims as “family there.” The phrasing suggests she’s been living elsewhere, perhaps safely, perhaps comfortably, and is suddenly forced to look at what that comfort has been buying her.
As a public figure, she’s also speaking into a cultural moment when private anxieties became public scripts: patriotism, resilience, and the expectation that “real” New Yorkers show up anyway. The quote works because it refuses the clean hero story. It’s messy, human, and unflattering in a way that makes it credible.
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| Topic | Moving On |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Leoni, Tea. (2026, January 16). I was desperate to go back to New York and when 9/11 happened, I feared moving to the bulls-eye and that was very hard because I have a lot of family there and I really had to question what I didn't like about this community. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-desperate-to-go-back-to-new-york-and-when-9-129328/
Chicago Style
Leoni, Tea. "I was desperate to go back to New York and when 9/11 happened, I feared moving to the bulls-eye and that was very hard because I have a lot of family there and I really had to question what I didn't like about this community." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-desperate-to-go-back-to-new-york-and-when-9-129328/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was desperate to go back to New York and when 9/11 happened, I feared moving to the bulls-eye and that was very hard because I have a lot of family there and I really had to question what I didn't like about this community." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-desperate-to-go-back-to-new-york-and-when-9-129328/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.


