"I was doing a show at the National Youth Theatre, playing an old man. Before that I had played fat clowns and I thought, 'If I want to have the career I would like, I am going to have to lose weight.' I was just starting drama school, and found I was moving around a lot. I also started to eat sensibly. The weight just dropped off"
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The subtext is about agency in a business that sells the illusion of it. “If I want to have the career I would like” reads like a private negotiation with an invisible panel of gatekeepers. He never names directors, teachers, or the camera, but you can hear them anyway. The theatre-to-drama-school timeline matters: this is the hinge between being a kid who gets slotted into character parts and a young adult learning how careers are engineered. He’s describing self-invention in its least glamorous form: logistics, repetition, metabolism.
What makes the quote work is its restraint. “Eat sensibly,” “moving around a lot,” “the weight just dropped off” underplays the effort and dodges the usual transformation narrative. That flatness is its own critique of the culture that demands bodies be editable: the change is presented as practical, almost incidental, because admitting how loaded it is would expose the system’s cruelty. It’s a small memoir of how actors learn to treat their own bodies as instruments, and occasionally as obstacles someone else designed.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Melling, Harry. (2026, January 15). I was doing a show at the National Youth Theatre, playing an old man. Before that I had played fat clowns and I thought, 'If I want to have the career I would like, I am going to have to lose weight.' I was just starting drama school, and found I was moving around a lot. I also started to eat sensibly. The weight just dropped off. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-doing-a-show-at-the-national-youth-theatre-158406/
Chicago Style
Melling, Harry. "I was doing a show at the National Youth Theatre, playing an old man. Before that I had played fat clowns and I thought, 'If I want to have the career I would like, I am going to have to lose weight.' I was just starting drama school, and found I was moving around a lot. I also started to eat sensibly. The weight just dropped off." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-doing-a-show-at-the-national-youth-theatre-158406/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was doing a show at the National Youth Theatre, playing an old man. Before that I had played fat clowns and I thought, 'If I want to have the career I would like, I am going to have to lose weight.' I was just starting drama school, and found I was moving around a lot. I also started to eat sensibly. The weight just dropped off." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-doing-a-show-at-the-national-youth-theatre-158406/. Accessed 25 Feb. 2026.



