"I was enamored with him. And I was excited. And I was enjoying it"
About this Quote
The specific intent is reclamation. By stating her experience in ordinary emotional terms, she pushes back against the mythology that turned her into a punchline, a cautionary tale, or a political weapon. The subtext is: you don't get to retroactively edit my interior life to make the story more comfortable for you. It's also a subtle indictment of how scandal culture works: the public wants a single moral frame, but human experience arrives in messy layers, including pleasure.
Context does the heavy lifting. Lewinsky's name became a national shorthand for humiliation, power, and spectacle, yet this quote refuses the spectacle's language. Its calmness is a form of resistance. She acknowledges agency without denying the imbalance that shaped the situation, threading a needle that people prefer to pretend doesn't exist. The power of the line is its insistence on emotional truth amid a world that profited from denying her one.
Quote Details
| Topic | Romantic |
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| Source | Help us find the source |
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Citation Formats
APA Style (7th ed.)
Lewinsky, Monica. (2026, January 17). I was enamored with him. And I was excited. And I was enjoying it. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-enamored-with-him-and-i-was-excited-and-i-72973/
Chicago Style
Lewinsky, Monica. "I was enamored with him. And I was excited. And I was enjoying it." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-enamored-with-him-and-i-was-excited-and-i-72973/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was enamored with him. And I was excited. And I was enjoying it." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-enamored-with-him-and-i-was-excited-and-i-72973/. Accessed 4 Mar. 2026.







