"I was going to buy a van and move to LA so I could secretly pursue acting without any of my friends knowing"
About this Quote
The specific intent feels less like a punchline than a confession of how desire behaves when you’re not yet allowed to want something out loud. “Secretly pursue acting” isn’t coy; it’s a map of shame, class anxiety, and the fear of being perceived as pretentious. The subtext: if I fail, no one gets to witness it. If I succeed, I can pretend it all happened accidentally. That’s a very working-person relationship to risk, especially in an industry that rewards audacity but punishes visible need.
Context matters, too. Buscemi’s persona has long been the patron saint of the non-glamorous striver: a face that doesn’t conform to leading-man polish, a career built on specificity, not sheen. This quote retrofits that image back into his origin story. It’s a reminder that “making it” often starts as a private, almost embarrassing impulse - and that the dream factory runs partly on people who were afraid to tell their friends they were dreaming.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Buscemi, Steve. (2026, January 16). I was going to buy a van and move to LA so I could secretly pursue acting without any of my friends knowing. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-going-to-buy-a-van-and-move-to-la-so-i-95027/
Chicago Style
Buscemi, Steve. "I was going to buy a van and move to LA so I could secretly pursue acting without any of my friends knowing." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-going-to-buy-a-van-and-move-to-la-so-i-95027/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was going to buy a van and move to LA so I could secretly pursue acting without any of my friends knowing." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-going-to-buy-a-van-and-move-to-la-so-i-95027/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.






