"I was in a queer mood, thinking myself very old: but now I am a woman again - as I always am when I write"
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The subtext is sharp: outside the page, she can feel time, fatigue, even social pressure compress her into something dimmer and more constrained. Oldness reads as a kind of psychic posture - the sensation of being used up, spoken over, filed away. Writing reverses that posture. It restores not youth exactly, but agency: the ability to name experience, to arrange it, to insist on complexity. "A woman again" is deliberately charged in a culture that treated "woman" as limitation. Woolf flips it: womanhood becomes the condition of creative focus and perceptual intensity.
There’s also a quiet defiance in "as I always am when I write". It suggests a stable core that survives mood swings and the world’s attempts to categorize her. Woolf’s larger project - from A Room of One’s Own to her diaries - is to show how consciousness moves, how identity is negotiated minute by minute. This line turns that philosophy into a personal spell: writing as a way to outrun the story that age, or society, tries to tell about her.
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Woolf, Virginia. (2026, January 17). I was in a queer mood, thinking myself very old: but now I am a woman again - as I always am when I write. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-in-a-queer-mood-thinking-myself-very-old-25816/
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Woolf, Virginia. "I was in a queer mood, thinking myself very old: but now I am a woman again - as I always am when I write." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-in-a-queer-mood-thinking-myself-very-old-25816/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was in a queer mood, thinking myself very old: but now I am a woman again - as I always am when I write." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-in-a-queer-mood-thinking-myself-very-old-25816/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

