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Wit & Attitude Quote by Charles Bukowski

"I was laying in bed one night and I thought 'I'll just quit - to hell with it.' And another little voice inside me said 'Don't quit - save that tiny little ember of spark.' And never give them that spark because as long as you have that spark, you can start the greatest fire again"

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Self-mythology is Bukowski's native tongue, and this passage is him staging the smallest possible battlefield: a man alone in bed, negotiating with himself like a bartender cutting off a regular. The first voice is blunt self-erasure ("to hell with it"), the familiar Bukowski move of pushing past decorum into annihilation. Then comes the counter-voice, not noble exactly, but stubborn: the "tiny little ember". He doesn't romanticize inspiration as a halo; he makes it a leftover heat source, a scrap you shelter because the world is always trying to put it out.

The intent is survival without sentimentality. Bukowski isn't offering self-care; he's offering a street-level strategy for endurance, the kind built from rejection slips, dead-end jobs, hangovers, and the humiliations that fuel his work. The subtext is adversarial: "never give them that spark" casts society, bosses, gatekeepers, lovers, even readers, as "them" - a faceless pressure that wants your fire as entertainment or proof of compliance. Protecting the spark becomes an act of refusal.

The metaphor does the heavy lifting. Fire isn't gentle, and "the greatest fire" isn't peace; it's output, revolt, creation with burn marks. Bukowski's context matters: he wrote from the long stretch of being ignored, broke, and convinced he might be a fraud. So the ember isn't a motivational poster; it's contraband. Keep it hidden, keep it alive, and when the conditions finally crack open, you don't rebuild a life - you ignite one.

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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bukowski, Charles. (2026, February 10). I was laying in bed one night and I thought 'I'll just quit - to hell with it.' And another little voice inside me said 'Don't quit - save that tiny little ember of spark.' And never give them that spark because as long as you have that spark, you can start the greatest fire again. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-laying-in-bed-one-night-and-i-thought-ill-185148/

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Bukowski, Charles. "I was laying in bed one night and I thought 'I'll just quit - to hell with it.' And another little voice inside me said 'Don't quit - save that tiny little ember of spark.' And never give them that spark because as long as you have that spark, you can start the greatest fire again." FixQuotes. February 10, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-laying-in-bed-one-night-and-i-thought-ill-185148/.

MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was laying in bed one night and I thought 'I'll just quit - to hell with it.' And another little voice inside me said 'Don't quit - save that tiny little ember of spark.' And never give them that spark because as long as you have that spark, you can start the greatest fire again." FixQuotes, 10 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-laying-in-bed-one-night-and-i-thought-ill-185148/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

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Charles Bukowski

Charles Bukowski (August 16, 1920 - March 9, 1994) was a Poet from USA.

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