"I was not content to believe in a personal devil and serve him, in the ordinary sense of the word. I wanted to get hold of him personally and become his chief of staff"
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Then he twists the knife with that punchline of ambition: “get hold of him personally” and become his “chief of staff.” It’s corporate language grafted onto metaphysics, and the effect is deliberately comic and revealing. Crowley turns damnation into careerism. If the cosmos has a dark executive, he doesn’t want to be a worshipper; he wants a job title, proximity to power, a seat in the infernal org chart. The subtext isn’t “I’m wicked.” It’s “I refuse to be managed,” even by the figure supposedly in charge of disobedience.
Context matters: Crowley built a public persona out of scandal, ritual, and maximalist self-mythology, in an era when Victorian moral order still cast a long shadow. This is contrarian theatre with a serious core. He’s dramatizing his central preoccupation - will, hierarchy, self-deification - while exposing how easily “anti” movements replicate the structures they claim to reject. Even the devil, he implies, is just another institution unless you’re running the office.
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| Topic | Dark Humor |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Crowley, Aleister. (2026, January 17). I was not content to believe in a personal devil and serve him, in the ordinary sense of the word. I wanted to get hold of him personally and become his chief of staff. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-not-content-to-believe-in-a-personal-devil-40151/
Chicago Style
Crowley, Aleister. "I was not content to believe in a personal devil and serve him, in the ordinary sense of the word. I wanted to get hold of him personally and become his chief of staff." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-not-content-to-believe-in-a-personal-devil-40151/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was not content to believe in a personal devil and serve him, in the ordinary sense of the word. I wanted to get hold of him personally and become his chief of staff." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-not-content-to-believe-in-a-personal-devil-40151/. Accessed 8 Feb. 2026.






