"I was not extremely patriotic about Mother Russia. I played their game, pretending. You have to deal with, you know, party people, KGB. Horrifying"
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The key detail is how casually he lists the cast: “party people, KGB.” No melodrama, no flourish, just the bureaucratic machinery of intimidation intruding into the creative life. That matter-of-factness is the point. Totalitarian pressure doesn’t always arrive as a single dramatic showdown; it’s ambient, routine, woven into meetings and approvals and who gets to travel. His “you know” signals a kind of shared grim literacy among émigrés and dissidents: if you’ve lived it, you don’t need the footnotes.
“Horrifying” comes last like a sudden drop in music. After all the pragmatism, the word restores the moral temperature he’s been suppressing. Baryshnikov is often framed as a defector with star power; this quote insists on something more human and more cutting: he wasn’t chasing ideology, he was dodging coercion. The subtext is that even beauty - ballet, the most disciplined form of grace - can be conscripted. And the deepest insult of the regime is that it tried to turn a dancer’s gift into a loyalty oath.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Baryshnikov, Mikhail. (2026, January 16). I was not extremely patriotic about Mother Russia. I played their game, pretending. You have to deal with, you know, party people, KGB. Horrifying. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-not-extremely-patriotic-about-mother-russia-88739/
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Baryshnikov, Mikhail. "I was not extremely patriotic about Mother Russia. I played their game, pretending. You have to deal with, you know, party people, KGB. Horrifying." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-not-extremely-patriotic-about-mother-russia-88739/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was not extremely patriotic about Mother Russia. I played their game, pretending. You have to deal with, you know, party people, KGB. Horrifying." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-not-extremely-patriotic-about-mother-russia-88739/. Accessed 7 Feb. 2026.







