"I was once a shameless, full-time dope fiend"
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The subtext is control. Van Sant isn’t confessing to be forgiven; he’s claiming authorship over the narrative before the culture industry can package it for him. By emphasizing “once,” he plants a flag in the present: survival, distance, a hard boundary between then and now. It’s a sentence that carries the cadence of recovery culture without the inspirational gloss. No lesson, no redemption arc, just a fact with teeth.
Contextually, Van Sant’s career has always flirted with American marginalia: hustlers, drifters, outsiders moving through systems that don’t care whether they live or die. When a director known for My Own Private Idaho and Drugstore Cowboy admits to having inhabited that world personally, it complicates the usual debate about “authenticity” in art. This isn’t research; it’s proximity. The line dares you to ask whether his cinema is empathy or exorcism, and it suggests the answer is messier: the camera as both witness and alibi, documenting the abyss while proving he climbed out.
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Sant, Gus Van. (2026, January 16). I was once a shameless, full-time dope fiend. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-once-a-shameless-full-time-dope-fiend-121648/
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Sant, Gus Van. "I was once a shameless, full-time dope fiend." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-once-a-shameless-full-time-dope-fiend-121648/.
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"I was once a shameless, full-time dope fiend." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-once-a-shameless-full-time-dope-fiend-121648/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.






