"I was playing this horrible part. I didn't didn't want to play it because the character was an awful racist. But I'm glad I did it because I met Sidney Poitier"
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Widmark’s repetition and stumble - “I didn't didn't want to play it” - reads like a caught breath, a self-correction that signals real discomfort. He’s not polishing the memory; he’s confessing to ambivalence. The “awful racist” isn’t treated as a nuanced antagonist, but as a contaminant: something you don’t want on your résumé or in your mouth. Yet Widmark doesn’t claim the performance served a higher social purpose, like exposing prejudice or advancing a conversation. Instead, the absolution is Sidney Poitier.
That matters because Poitier wasn’t just a co-star; he was a cultural event and a moral barometer in mid-century American film. Meeting him becomes a kind of redemption token, an implicit admission that proximity to Black excellence could make white complicity feel less compromised. There’s admiration, but also a revealing self-centeredness: the racist role is made “worth it” not because it challenged audiences, but because it improved the actor’s own life.
The quote inadvertently sketches Hollywood’s racial economy: racism as a role to be worn, Black dignity as something exceptional enough to sanctify the set.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Widmark, Richard. (2026, January 17). I was playing this horrible part. I didn't didn't want to play it because the character was an awful racist. But I'm glad I did it because I met Sidney Poitier. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-playing-this-horrible-part-i-didnt-didnt-79579/
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Widmark, Richard. "I was playing this horrible part. I didn't didn't want to play it because the character was an awful racist. But I'm glad I did it because I met Sidney Poitier." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-playing-this-horrible-part-i-didnt-didnt-79579/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was playing this horrible part. I didn't didn't want to play it because the character was an awful racist. But I'm glad I did it because I met Sidney Poitier." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-playing-this-horrible-part-i-didnt-didnt-79579/. Accessed 18 Feb. 2026.