"I was suffering from a peculiar and persistent sense that I was being pursued, and also the conviction that under the political order of the times, our lives had no meaning"
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Then comes the sharper blade: “under the political order of the times, our lives had no meaning.” Mahfouz doesn’t blame fate, or God, or even individual villains. He blames an order, a system that manufactures insignificance. The subtext is bureaucratic power at its most intimate: it doesn’t only threaten your safety, it colonizes your sense of purpose. That “our” matters, too. This isn’t a private confession; it’s collective diagnosis, a portrait of a society trained to doubt its own worth.
Contextually, Mahfouz wrote through Egypt’s violent transitions: monarchy, revolution, Nasser-era authoritarian consolidation, ideological crackdowns, and the everyday compromises required to survive shifting regimes. His fiction often maps how grand political projects filter down into the moral weather of streets, apartments, marriages. The genius of the quote is its double exposure: the state as both predator and meaning-machine, chasing you physically while hollowing you out metaphysically. In that world, to search for meaning becomes a quiet act of resistance.
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| Topic | Meaning of Life |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Mahfouz, Naguib. (2026, January 16). I was suffering from a peculiar and persistent sense that I was being pursued, and also the conviction that under the political order of the times, our lives had no meaning. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-suffering-from-a-peculiar-and-persistent-82713/
Chicago Style
Mahfouz, Naguib. "I was suffering from a peculiar and persistent sense that I was being pursued, and also the conviction that under the political order of the times, our lives had no meaning." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-suffering-from-a-peculiar-and-persistent-82713/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was suffering from a peculiar and persistent sense that I was being pursued, and also the conviction that under the political order of the times, our lives had no meaning." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-suffering-from-a-peculiar-and-persistent-82713/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.









